I haven’t listened to a tech podcast in a few months. I haven’t mentioned the phrase “Web 2.0″ in the same amount of time. I haven’t released a new podcast episode since mid-March. I haven’t done anything improv-related in two weeks. I don’t read news headlines. I don’t watch much television. I don’t eat out. I don’t hang out.
I don’t do much of anything these days, except go to work, workout, go to church, and lay low.
I’m completely disconnected with everything my life was all about a couple months ago. I didn’t find any fulfillment in my work, technology, podcasting, improv, or entertainment. So I started trimming down my life, one disposable aspect at a time – until nothing was left. My life, it seemed, was totally disposable.
Now that I have nothing left, I’m slowly rebuilding my life, but on a meaningful foundation – my faith. The only totally dependable and consistent thing in my life is my relationship with Christ. There’s no other friendship or family bond on this Earth that’s as dependable. And there’s no endeavor I’ve undertaken as fulfilling as serving my creator and lord, Jesus Christ.
There just isn’t.
As much as I want to fill my life with normal things like everyone else (material possessions, friendship, money, degrees, knowledge), none of these things satisfy me. In themselves, they’re all vanity.
So, everything I do now must have the foundation of serving Christ. Without this foundation, it’s a useless endeavor. All of my skills, knowledge, and opportunity should be bound to this ultimate purpose. And nothing I do should be without it.
I’m rebuilding my life on the strongest foundation there is. There is clarity in living this way, and there’s a peace that passes all understanding.



